No one understand

Verse 1

I wake up tired of my own breath

Thoughts like echoes I never said

Every mirror knows my name

But none of them feel the same

The room is quiet, but inside

A thousand voices trying to hide

I hold my chest like it might break

From all the choices I didn’t make

I smile like I’m okay

But it’s paper-thin and fades

I carry storms beneath my skin

No one sees the war I’m in

Chorus

I’m shaking in the silence

Drowning where I stand

Fighting all the violence

No one understands

I’m screaming without sound

Falling, never found

There’s a war inside my head

And I’m losing ground

Verse 2

I count the cracks along the wall

Like reasons not to feel at all

Time moves slow when hope is thin

Every breath feels like a sin

I miss the boy I used to be

Before the weight buried me

Now every step I try to take

Feels like walking through a break

I’m tired of pretending strength

I’m tired of holding my defense

If I let it out, will I collapse?

Or finally breathe at last?

Chorus

I’m shaking in the silence

Drowning where I stand

Fighting all the violence

No one understands

I’m screaming without sound

Falling, never found

There’s a war inside my head

And I’m losing ground

Bridge

What if I’m broken beyond repair?

What if this pain is always there?

I’ve learned to live with open scars

Calling the dark my only star

If I disappear tonight

Would the world feel lighter, right?

I’m shaking in the silence

Bleeding in my hands

Still fighting all the violence

Trying to still stand

I’m screaming without sound

But I’m still around

There’s a war inside my head

But I’m still found

Outro

I’m still here…

Even if I’m barely now.